I’m a freak. I just know it. I’m a freak who lost it’s mind. I’ve basically screamed at myself, sobbed myself to sleep, lost my temper until I cried, and insulted myself in my head. I’m a freak just for writing THIS MESS. I’m such a retard, I shouldn’t even be living. Why… I’m a freak. I’ve lost my mind, I’m going insane, I’m screaming at and attacking people. I actually punched a kid in the stomach yesterday, and slapped the same kid today. I need help. And a therapist. Help me.