I am crying as I am typing this. This is seriously heart-breaking. So, this is what happened. BTW, I’m replacing my name with a fake one.
So, my friend told my crush about something about my feelings. AND THEN…. She comes back, looks me in the eyes and says “Shine, I have terrible news, and I don’t know if I can tell you this. Well, here goes. He said… exactly… “Who cares about Shine?”
I am dumbstruck by this whole endeavor. I just…. I’m crying almost every minute. And, I just know that… He was my true love. I actually… Loved him. With all my heart. But now, everything followed means nothing to me now
-Every love song
-Every love poem
-Every valentines card
I can never get over it again. Every single quote “There’s more fish in the sea.” “You’ll find another person, greater than the last.” That will never happen with me again. I am terribly sad, and getting even MORE suicidal thoughts. The only romance that I have left are my crazy fantasies.