Okay, I haven’t been COMPLETELY truthful with you guys… I am not entirely at peace with myself. I will explain the following problems why:
-I find myself weak. I have a friend, who’s way stronger than me. Every arm wrestling fight, it seems like I barely put anything into it. Whenever I need to carry heavy-ish stuff, it starts to hurt my arms. And, I think I barely have any muscles.
-I feel useless almost everywhere. On this blog, for example, I barely put up any new pages, ideas, etc. Trying to be a good friend: I think I give USELESS advice. Helping with dishes, chores, etc. I think I barely do ANYTHING useful!
-I have a weird personality. Some people think I’m weird. In a bad way. Some people call me weird in a good way, which I appreciate. I like being weird, in a nice way. But I can tell when people think I’m being weird, crossing the line, etc. etc.
-I hate myself sometimes. It’s true! In my head, whenever I did something wrong, even in the SMALLEST way possible, I talk down to myself, start to believe it, and think about hurting myself.
Please comment your answers to these questions (colors correspond to what I said):
Based on what I said, do you think I’m weak?
Do you think I am useless?
Do I have a bad personality?
Do you think I should believe what I say to myself? (the bad stuff I say)